Wednesday 16 May 2012

Why do I want a cock in my mouth?

Sometimes, well regularly actually, I really ask myself why on earth I am so fucking keen on sucking cock. Why do I want a cock in my mouth, why do I want to suck it? I really don’t know. The obvious answer is, because I just love it. I have to, I was born that way. I do know that I want it, like it, love it, need it, but why? I can understand that women want to be fucked, it’s in their genes, for procreation reasons. That’s probably also why I like to get fucked, it’s probably somewhere in the genes of some gay men. But sucking cock? There doesn’t seem to be a purpose for that, apart from pleasing the man whose cock I suck and, not totally unimportant, the immense satisfaction I get out of it. Still, it remains a mystery to me. Which won’t keep me from enjoying it as much as I can!

I’m always looking for pictures and videos that show a man’s love and hunger for cock. I really want to see the lust, the hunger, the ecstasy when a man is sucking cock, cause that’s what I most relate to. Not always easy to find. One day I have to make my own video I guess. This video may not be the best example, but it’s good enough. It is with Ed Wiley, a vintage porn star with an incredibly long cock. The way he deepthroats the other guy is fantastic and the way he chews on that cock makes my mouth water! Whenever I see a man taking every inch of a cock in his mouth, my own cock just jumps up, just like it does when I am taking a cock all the way.


9 comments:

  1. Ed Wiley. He had a AMAZING dick! And so handsome as well. He was an 'escort' for a time, I woulda paid double!

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  2. Well, I can tell you why I want a cock in my mouth.
    1 - As a kid I was a sissy boy, always the last one chosen for the team, an outsider who didn't have any friends. The whole world of maleness and male bonding was closed to me.

    2 - Now that I am middle-aged I have come to terms with my past, and I have found a place among other men, but when I have a cock in my mouth my past doesn't matter, because it is clear I belong to the world of men, or at least to the man before me.

    3 - Having a cock in my mouth tells me that after years of depression and self-doubt, yes, I still can have a sexual life, that my own cock is my entry ticket to this world of men who love cock.

    4 - I guess I am somewhat submissive, for I love to see the look at a man's face when I am worshipping his cock. A lot of men, who haven't had many BJs from gay men, are amazed that another man can obviously LOVE cocksucking the way I do. The women they know will do it, but they don't SEEK it and CRAVE it and LOVE it the way a gay man will.

    5 - A couple of str8 men have told me they like how I treat their sperm as something incredibly special. Some of their women treat it as something dirty. Of course, we gay men know that sperm is manliness itself!

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  3. Good for you! Glad you've come to terms with being what you are. Thanks for your comment.

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  4. yo soy mujer y yo creo que es cierto lo que tu dices.
    Cuando tengo sexo sin protección y yo tomo conciencia que el hombre con el que estoy está corriendose dentro mio, mis orgasmos mas salvajes llegan.
    Pero es cierto además que yo amo chupar pijas. No solamente para obtener luego una penetración. Realmente aprendí a amar el acto de oler, besar y chupar pija desde mi adolecencia.

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  5. I am a woman and I think it is true what you say.
    When I have unprotected sex and the man I am is cumming inside me, my wildest orgasms arrive.
    But it is also true that I love sucking cocks. Not only for penetration then. I really learned to love the act of smelling, kissing and sucking cock from my adolescence.

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  6. I admit ;-) me too I just don't Know why but cock is what I desire most but can't seen to find a willing man to give me his... Suggestions?

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