Saturday 22 May 2010

I am a worshipper of cock


I totally worship cock and I there’s no doubt that I was born to be a cocksucker. The first time I sucked cock I knew instinctively what to do and loved it from the very first time.

Men like me are given various names: cocksucker, cockslut, cockwhore, pig, faggot, cumjunky. Normally I don't want to be called a pig or a faggot , but when I'm worshipping cock you can call me whatever you like cause that's the time when I am what those names describe. And at those moments I even like being called those names. More than anything else, though, I consider myself a cock-worshipper. My love for cock often goes beyond sex, I only wish to totally dedicate and submit myself to cock, to go down on my knees and service and worship and please and be in awe of cock.

A real cocksucker – and I proudly consider myself as such – has a strong desire, a need, a longing, a craving for cock. For me, worshipping cock is more than only sucking cock. I do not only want to suck the cock, but want to be close to cock. I want to hold my fingers around the shaft and the balls and touch the object of my worship, I want to lick every inch of a cock, kiss a cock, caress a cock and taste cock. I want to feel the cock in my mouth but also on my lips and against the skin of my face. Does this sound as if I am obsessed with cock? I don’t know. Maybe so, I don’t care. Do I often think about cock? Almost all the time. Sucking cock is like a drug. Apart from the odd joint I have never used drugs, but when I’m worshipping cock it feels as if I’m on drugs. It makes me kind of high and just takes me to another level of being.

2 comments:

  1. Without getting too 'mystical', I have felt an alteration of consciousness, or a kind of shedding of ego, when I've really been connected to the cock Im sucking. And sometimes the smell and taste of another man takes me outside of myself and into him. Then there are the times when it's pure lust and desire for dick, and there's nothing in my head but what's in my mouth.

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